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I Just Had My First Grad School Interview

and I feel like I’m going to A) Barf and B) have a quarter-life crisis. What if I’ve picked the wrong thing to do in my life? What if I’ve gotten it wrong? What if it turns out that I don’t know anything and I just think I do, but I don’t and then I don’t get into any programs? I’m freaking the fuck out right now. What if I’m just not good enough. Period. 

Ohhhhhhhhh god. 

— 2 months ago
#existential crisis  #grad school  #interview  #OH MY GOD